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A Message through the Silence By Debra J Snyder, PhD


Sleep wasn’t coming easy tonight. Getting appropriate rest on a firm bench in a hospital room was always a challenge. The room was sterile and cool with bright light and noise filtering in from the nurse’s station just outside our door. My young daughter, Raegan Aria, lay motion- less a few feet away, connected to numerous monitors and machines. We had been there for weeks, recovering from surgery to place a stomach tube. It seemed that everything that could go wrong, did go wrong. Raegan wasn’t doing well. Her brilliant smile and joyful laugh had been absent for days now. The doctors just kept repeating that special needs children are at greater risk for complications when under- going medical procedures and she would take longer to recover. You see…Raegan had been born with a rare brain malformation three years earlier leaving her without the ability to walk, talk or develop normally. Although her initial prognosis and life expectancy were quite grim, this beautiful, angelic child had been thriving, despite her many physical and developmental limitations.


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Things just didn’t seem right to me. I understood what I was being told by the medical team, yet I just kept feeling as if something was being missed. My pleas for more tests were met with condescending remarks about over-reactive parents and I was advised not to question the wisdom and experience of a gifted surgeon. As I sat there in the dark, physi- cally and emotionally exhausted, the phrase “It’s growing” popped into my mind. “What’s growing?” I asked out loud. “In my throat, Mommy”. I leaped from my position on the bench to my daughter’s side and said to her in a teary voice, “Are you trying to tell me something, AngelBaby?” A resound- ing, “Yes”, was the reply that flooded my body. She remained sleeping with no physical indication that she was communicating with me. I knew it was Raegan, as we had similar moments at other points earlier in her young life. I didn’t know how she was doing it, however I decided at that moment and believed with all my heart it was the Truth she was conveying. I would press for immedi- ate medical intervention.


Aug/Sept 2011


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Raegan was correct. A surgical stitch had been misplaced during her procedure and caused scar tissue to grow, blocking her esophagus and leaving her unable to swallow. This fact was confirmed by a simple test we insisted on being performed. She was required to have additional surgery to correct the problem. In fact, she had numerous procedures


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