and allowed me to go through just to build my strength and character, so that I can be of help to others that are or have gone through the same thing, be it man, woman or child. God is using me….to show
others that if I made it through, they can too. This is my assignment to help others and that is why He gave me the publishing company so I can share worldwide my testi- mony through my ministry in my books; and, to allow oth- ers to share their stories as well. That is why God gave me the nonprofit organization so I can physically be able to reach out to others and minis- ter to them in their situations to let them know that God has not forgotten them. God is using me because He
actually wants me to spread His Gospel, His Word to bring others to Christ. I truly be- lieve this and I wholeheartedly accept my assignment. The compassion I have inside for others, I cannot explain. They are strangers to me, but yet, I feel obligated to them. That’s how I know this comes from my Father in Heaven. He has His hands on me and He is guiding me to do His Will and I thank Him. When I first received this
revelation and had different people on my mind and heavy on my heart with a desire to help, it was around 3 o’clock in the morning and I just could not sleep. Watching TV didn’t work. Reading didn’t help. It was like thoughts of people needing help just kept playing back and forth in my delibera- tions and I didn’t know why… until now. It’s all very clear to me and that is why God has blessed me with what He has
blessed me with. I feel hon- ored that He chose me be- cause it lets me know that He trusts me that much to aid His people. Wow! What an honor. God chose me. And He knows exactly what He is doing and in the time frame that He is doing it. I have five children that range in the ages of 25 to 9-year-old boy and girl twins, and a 2-year-old grandson. During our many family
reflection, my soul and I thank God for blessing me with reve- lation, to move onto restora- tion, so I could finally have relaxation. Everyone, please live, laugh, and love.
Exodus 15:2 – “The LORD is my strength and my defense; he has become my salvation.”
gatherings and talks, the girls would often reminisce about something as small as me making them a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and walk- ing them to school, I was si- lent because I didn’t remem- ber those things. Not that I didn’t want to of course, but because I just simply couldn't’. I didn’t remember a lot of good things the girls and I did together back then because of the bad times that were lodged in my brain, which blocked out the happy…I did- n’t understand why that was until I heard author and do- mestic violence activist, Dr. Tonya Blount speak at a do- mestic violence forum and mentioned that same thing happened to her regarding her children when she was abused by her ex spouse. I was thinking something was wrong with me, but I know now. For that, I apologize to my girls, but you know what I have to say about that, “we have many more and better memories to share together now because that was our past.” God has blessed us with a
promising present and fabu- lous future. My girls are my prayer partners, my spirit, my backbone, my strength, my
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