consciousness from material may take many years or lifetimes.
accumulation and comfort to a This occurs as we evolve in
yearning for spiritual awakening. consciousness when we become a
fuller expression of our Soul. All the
aspects of our warring personality
come under the influence of our
Souls. Our Soul replaces the illusions
of our unreal self held in our mind.
The seed of illusion binding us
tightly to our unreal self breaks open.
This seed loses its foothold in our
body and only memory remains,
which also eventually dissolves.

For the seed to dissolve, however,
we need to enter the pain, to go
inside the pain. Outside exists only
illusion.

Lana on her path of spiritual
awakening explains her experience
of the seed of illusion dissolving. "I
awoke with the weight of all of
humanities illusion crushing down
upon me. Voices of all the false
selves in the world roared in my ears.
I sensed the world’s illusion in every
cell of my body and in my spine and
ne


ck. I feared I would implode from

the agony. My husband, a healer,
One of the first steps towards
physically held my left and right
spiritual awakening means desiring
occipitals. As I writhed in pain upon
and practicing methods to bring
the floor, he remained in an empty
more light into our physical bodies.
place neutral of any emotion or
It means shifting from the outer to a
reaction.
focus on improving our inner lives.

More light enters our bodies once we
Unwilling to hold on to my unreal
experience a “soul merge.”
self any longer and the illusion I had
Receiving more light assists to begin
lived for all my life, I entered the
to know our Real Self, shifting from
pain, which moved up my body and
the unreal to the real, from death into
head and into the frontal lobes of my
life. Our Real Self has also been
brain where I saw with inner vision
known as our soul and the divine
light circulating. Then I sensed
spark with us.
movement down my body, bit by bit,

until it reached my tailbone and legs.
I mentioned a soul merge, which
The false, the illusion of my unreal
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