pain. She took solace in that pain knowing it wasn’t going to last forever, knowing her time of suffering was ended.
She felt the struggle of intent in the room, those trying to do what must be done to save her, but she was already gone. She felt light, she was light, and she found herself attracted to other lights and soon they were all together in one place. She felt a great source behind here and she recalled what was to happen next. They would view her life together to see how she had done. Time had no meaning here and they were actually watching it in real time. She smiled as she saw her first step, riding her bike without training wheels, her parents pride at her accomplishments, there sorrow at her failures. They did try to hide it, but a kid just knows when they let their parents down.
She saw her crazy times, the wild streak they tried so hard to tame, the joys of freedom, the need for security. The lessons learned one by one, the lessons that took a few
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time to learn were the most amazing to watch. It was so obvious from this view, but at the time it didn’t
seem so.
All the while as they watched there was no judgment. No shame, no worries. All just was what it was. As she grew older she saw joy of her wedding, the birth of her children, the making of a world that was all her doing. The home they built, the bonds they made, the lessons the children learned as well. All wasn’t picture perfect, but it was good enough. Every life must have some strife or you don’t appreciate the good times. She smiled as it rolled by, until the illness. God stood behind her as she watched her body betray her, wondering what she did wrong, struggling to defeat the foe that was so small it couldn’t be seen with the naked eye.
As she watched herself end her life, the vision continued, she saw pain in the eyes of the nurses, the questioning glances to each other at the syringe, the gentle sadness as they covered her face.
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