in each instance of living the secret or secretion of death
through the expectation of the fifth music isn’t made, but found,
beyond the realm of the ninth
the feel of the muscle of the hand of ink flowing
as through my minor ear to the visible line, the only effort possible as a denizen of the minor earth
in anticipation of the sixth
first of six in a set of eight, born on the west, live on the east, between as a sequence of 46 moves, nine countries, four continents, fifteen schools between kindergarten and senior year, three schools after that, married, two children, fifty years of age and aging fast
but there is no-one in the facts of my life
within the boundary of the seventh bound by snow born by water
borne by water forth come by air back
entrances entrance exits require
tendency of a body asleep to wake urgency of a body, urgency of a body
slipping as if moving
filling as a body fills the air and with air hair left on a counter
like blood through pen pipe and out to the pages in swoops and swaths
in dance, a swish through air, the sound of sweeping, sense of slipping ink to fibers, this permanent mark, a human record, fact of blood and body’s bone, evidence on the sheet of movement, distraction, thought and crumble
thus the body carries its marks as scars, a specialized form of writing
keloid, ropy and read down the center of a chest, bisecting sternum
scar across the upper knuckle of the left index finger from an errant whittle
thin cicatrix on the sole of the right foot, exit incision for a large splinter that rested in that padded flesh for three months until the foot burst open
scars across the soft inside of my forearms across the tendons at my wrists
smaller scars over the body one so small under my eyebrow I cannot even find it
all this writing
all this writing over my body the page of my body covered with all of these words
telling so many muffled stories hair curled in the shape of a nonexistent letter
character of light approaching sunset character as the letter A walking through a play
being as a state of perception being as a state of inertia
distance from distance between
in a way swaying
with reason given for the eighth
in the right light, white (as ice or frost or snow) turns blue, maybe in the color of an eye, the reflection of the sky
the eye sees but only through misdirection nothing visible save in light’s presences and its various hues
like watching a word on a page recollects sounds of the true word in flight not light
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for the purpose of the last and the least eyes hazel
(so not of one color but various)
hair brown (default)
height average weight optimal
nose broken
head bald bearded
hair otherwise furring the body
feet wide fingers thin
big toe shorter than the second toe
from a push down stairs at age two
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